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09 November 2014 @ 09:07 am
The curse of aging is always thinking of the past and how it made you feel.

Loneliness is a bitch and although it comes in waves at times those waves can be crushing.

Trust is hard to find after so many instances of betrayal. Betrayal of mind, heart and body. Fuck you very much for that by the way.

Emotional clichés coming at you live from my brain.

There is a certain level of happiness you feel for the happy people around you and then the rest of your brain is consumed by questioning your worth and what it is about you that people aren't attracted to. It is always "you" by the way.

For now i will drive away thoughts of sadness by immersing myself in a concert from 10 years ago. 19 years old, full of life and potential. Happy. A time before weakness of character took control of my decisions.

Youngblood brass band, take me away from today to another time.