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18 August 2014 @ 10:57 pm
Feeling old.  
I'm feeling old today. Responsibility and the realities of growing up keeps kicking me in the ass.

My idol of strength, my grandma, died the other day. The world doesn't seem right without her in it. She was honestly one of the strongest women I've ever known. Her life was unnecessarily hard and it was more or less all caused by one person.

I go to make a phone call and she's at the top of my favorites and I think-did I call her enough? Did she know how much respect I have for her? How much admiration? Did I tell her I loved her enough?

I don't like this growing up thing. Can I go back to bed?