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16 April 2013 @ 10:05 pm
Shift and turn.  
The world shifts below my feet. A constant reminder that nothing in life is truly solid and that at a moments notice everything can be turned on end.

One of the most conflicting feelings in the world is wanting someone to be happy and move on with their life while simultaneously also wondering what about you was defective that they didn't want you?

I have been blissfully happy before, i know I have, i just forget. And love and spring are in the air for everyone around me and I can't help but feel like a stick in a mire of a bog. Surrounded by all things beautiful and loving but only able to see it from afar. I crave that feeling of closeness and love. Being adored and comfortable.

I miss feeling important.
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic